Time pass so fast, I have been here for nearly 2 months. Getting used to this new enviroment. The life here quite boring, maybe I should say quite peaceful. My life here quite busy, every week at least 2 quizzes and sometimes will have test like lately. Besides that, I still have to settle tons of homeworks. Study...Youtube...Basketball... are my activities here. Nothing else I can do. Start missing Kwan Court (my previous workplace), miss sushi!!! Hahaha.  I also miss Wichita!!! Especially Bangkok Thai!!!!! Tomyam !!!!! Curry Duck!!!!YanAn just told me you guys went there eat ler.... LOL.... But is okay, since I wil visiting Wichita on May because of Chang's graduation.

     

       Another IMPORTANT news!!!! I'm going back M'sia this summer!!!!!! YEAH!!!! I should reach M'sia on 27 of May 2009. Finally decided wanna go back home. Since coming few years might don't have time and chance to go back. GO BACK!!! Somemore thanks Mr.Timothy found us cheap ticket!!!!! ALLIGATOR!!!! GAMXIAMIDA!!!! Hehe... Start  planning what to do in M'sia. I want limteh!!! Eat my mum's food, nasi lemak, roti canai, @#$%^&* a lots more!!!!! One very important thing that I hope I able to do is attend UTM gang's graduation in Skudai. LOL My CLC going to graduate!!!! TAHNIAH!!!! Really hope I can join, but by that time I might already returned to USA. 

 

       Hope the time come faster... excited. Waiting for YOU~~~~~

   Happy Chinese New Year to everyone!!! My second CNY in USA and 1st CNY in Ames,IA. Yesterday we had party in 1 of my senior's house. They are so many people that I never meet before. Everyone was enjoying the dinner and chat wif others. Even is too early for us to celebrate CNY but since 初一 is Monday, so we cant celebrate on Sunday or Monday so....

 

   By the way, it has been a long time for me didn't celebrate CNY with t'loh gang. So envy you guys can celebrate at t'loh. Hope I can join you guys too but... Sigh. Hope you guys have fun over there and make sure you guys take a lot of pictures to show me!!! For sure you guys will drink a lots wine and beer. Missing those days went to Voon Loong's house to get angpaw and gamble over there; Went Kai Zhi's house sing K. Sigh. Don't know when I go back that time we still got chance to meet or not, since I am not coming back this year and you guys might go another place for education or work like Voon Loong.

 

   Don't know what WSU's gang going to do. Hey Eetiao( I know you will read) what you guys going to do? Just cook and celebrate in Chang's room? Or join others party? Hope you guys have fun there.

 

   Going to study, not because I am hardworking but have 2 quizzes on 初一!!!! What the heck!!!!! So wish you all 新年快乐啦!!!!!!!!

       Finally, I'm here, Iowa State University, Ames, IOWA. I reached on 530pm yesterday, it took me 6 and a half hours to reach here. I had a nice and safe trip, just around 4pm, it got some fog and rain. Luckily the rain not that heavy. But the road in campus was freaking slippy. I found the apartment but miss the parking lots, so I have to find some place to turn back. When I tried to turn, my car was slipping, luckily I din't drive that fast, if not I will end with hitting on something. After that, I saw few cars slipping too!!! HAHAHA... Funny.... I think that's how others feel when my car was slipping. 

       Today afternoon, my housemate brought me to visit campus. Seriously, here is freaking cold. ISU is really huge!!! We only visited those building which related to my major and back to our apartment because the weather was really cold. By the way, my new address is 246 N Hyland Ave #113 , Ames, IA 50014. I still using the same phone number, so if you guys miss me(wahahahhaa) can call me or can write me a letter as well!!!!!

 

       Tommorrow going to have orientation, the orientation takes 4 days. Really long orientation, don't really understand why they want to have such a long orientation. Still have a lots stuff waiting for me to settle down. Hope everything will be settle down real quick.

 

       Eventually, I reached Ames,IA!!!! Everything will be fine, miss you guys!!!!

P/S   My housemate speaks cantonese too!!!! So happy!!!!! Wahahahha!!!!! So that I don't have to use my freaking broken english in our daily conversation hahaha.... 

        Sigh... I rewrite this for the third time. The first time, I wrote in English. The 2nd time, I wrote in chinese because I don't know how to express it in englsih. But, Chang, whose my roomate, asked me to write in English, so that I can improve my English ( i guess another reason is he doesn't want to read my blog in chinese hahaha) Therefore, sorry if you guys can't really get what I trying to express. ( feel free to correct my english !!!!)

 

        Actuallly I planned to study this morning since I going to have a test on coming monday ( actually i guess they should be 2 tests on next week) but, I can't really concentrate on it. Recently keep on skip class, even finals coming soon, but I still feel lazy to study and do revision. I think this is all because I going to transfer. I just need 2.50 GPA to transfer and just need a C to transfer, this make me don't feel like study at all. I admit that, I got a little bit 小聪明, but this is what always screw me up. For example, I will count how many marks I have to score in my test so that I can get a "C" so that I can transfer to course. This make me feel like I don't really need to study, because whatI need just around 40 or 50 . That's why those results I get in this semester really bad, maybe I should say I could score higher than that but just too lazy. Worry will I continue this hobit ( skip class) even when I study at Iowa State U. Sigh...

 

        The sky is so blue. So enjoy the moment when I do nothing and just looking at outside, so relax and feel release. Wichita getting colder. Been here for 10 months, and going to leave here soon. Will I feel bad when I leaving here? Sigh. Enjoying those time I have. Appreciate everything I have. Listening to MayDay song, 《你不是真正的快乐》. Today chat with my friends which in Malaysia. How you guys there recently??? How's you guys life without me there? Everyhing cool? Hope you guys are fine . But, make sure you guys are 真正的快乐 !!!!  This remind me something funny!!! My friend gave me a letter in airport, before I leave Malaysia. The content is so funny !!! Wahahaha.... It sound like this " For some reason I can't understand or see your true personality. Often in my mind, I wonder is this "joker" really at a mood of making fun our of a situation or are you just putting up a show, pretend to be happy, so that people around you would be encouraged...." he still asked me to let myself out!!!!! What a joke!!! Haha, come on, I'm not that 伟大 okay!!! Hahaha.... Im really happy when with you guys, not acting or pretending. Hope Jonathan will read this blog. Hahaha... For you guys information, I'm always selfish. I won't do like what my friend said, I'm so selfish, I will just make myself happy, and you guys "tumpang" my happiness. Wahaha... Really fun with you guys, CLC.

 

        MRSM!!!! Yesterday before I slept, I think about MRSM again. Think our life at there!!!! I guess all MRSM's gang will miss those period too!!! Chat and sing in class or corridor ; Illegally listeing to MP3 ; Rush to water cooler to get the limited hot water for our instant noodles!!!! All and all. MISS YOU GUYS!!!!!Heard that you guys having gathering, so envy you guys. Hope I can participate too.

 

        Is time to continue my study. GAMBATEH to every1!!!!! Hope can meet you guys ASAP. The sky really beautiful... 

 studying world music... damn bored subject!!!!

 

The Rules:


1) Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right NOW!.


2) DON'T change your clothes, DON'T fix your hair...just take a picture.


3) Post that picture with NO editing.


4) Post these instruction with your picture.


5) Tag 10 people to do this Tagging......

 

I tagged ......  Chang, Timothy, YiHao, EeTiao, YanAn, Anna, GaoYan, YetTerng, Alan and Janet.

 

         Really busy. I should say this semester is freaking busy. This is al because I have to work, especially during weekend. I don't have weekend like others do. For me, weekend is more tiring than weekday. I can only have a short rest on wednesday and thursday. But somtimes I do have test and have to do revision and this make me don't have time to rest, this really pissed me off sometimes. I need rest. The next holiday, Thanks Giving!!!! I need you!!!! Every week like having 2 tests, make me have to study all the time( i still manage to find some time to watch youtube haha) besides work. Sometimes will think why I need to work so hard? Why want to treat myself like that? Why don't just quit? I hope I can too, but I have to think for my parents too. Just want to minimize their burden on me, since the economy crisis, so beter work and earn as much money as I can. Sigh.

 

         Recently chat with a friend through msn. We talked about my life here. She said, what I told her were contradict. Even I know that too, because before her, another friend told me that too. I really got no choice. I don't hope that happen too but really cant. I understand what you guys trying to tell me, but, sometimes not everything is as perfect as what we thought. Even I know that is really importand and special to me, but, what I can do? Is all being mess up. Just let it go. By the way, I think sure you guys will blame me, but so far only 1 scold me. Sometimes really hope you guys scold me, maybe this will make me fell better.

 

         So, let everything in peace. Really need rest.

      Finally I have received admission letter from ISU(Iowa State U). I have been admitted for Spring 2009, which means that I am going to leave WSU soon.

 

      Transfer, should I? If transfer to ISU, I have to leave all my WSU's friends, my gang ; I have to start my new life at Iowa ; No more cooking and having meal together with my gang ; no more Newton at late night ; no more play card at Starbucks.  I have to leave my friends again. Can I find another gang at ISU? Then why I need to transfer? All because of my future. Same reason as why I came studied at USA. ISU has a better Electrical Engineering School ; My CGPA here is not really high as I want. Basically, that is the reasons make me to decide I want transfer. 

 

      So, sorry to say, I have decided, TRANSFER!!! I don't want to waste my parents money! So, TRANSFER!!!

   

      Since I am going to transfer, I have to quit my job. I have told my boss about that, and he is "kind of' understanding person, but he hope I can help him until Chrismas Eve, and I decide to help him. This is just simply because I want to requite his "kindness". Even though he is not a very nice boss, but, at least he treat me not bad. So, just 好来好去.

 

 

p/s : sorry to my friends, going to leave you guys soon.

      Fall break. Finally having some peaceful and restful time. Working make me feel bored. It's all because my friends keep on quit from there (Michael, Christopher, Laos Sam and also Yan). I am considering should I work during Christmas? Even my NYC trip has canceled, but I don't feel like working, because it is really too bored since all my friend are not there. But, the boss like really not enough worker, should I pity on him? Should I work for him until Christmas? Today when I told him that I may be not able to work for him till Christmas, he asked me to reconsider about it, and he ask me to help him until Christmas so that we can 好聚好散 . I agree with this, but, should I? It's really boring since no one chat with me ( those who really know me will realize that I like to "fei" with friend ) , it will be a hard time for me without them.

 

     By the way, the Halowe'en day which I used to feel excited, is no longer excited for me. It's all because they are no more there,  especially Christopher, we planned to be a partner on that night, but ..... I don't feel like want to join the party anymore, but I think I force to take part on it. I don't have any idea about what should I wear on that night. Really bored with my work, but I need money, because I spent alots on food, so hope that cover those expenses by myself, and also for my car.

 

     Sigh. Need more rest time. Enjoy to hang up with my friend, so enjoyable with you guys!!! Make me forget a lot of things!!! Even just for a while, but, still appreciate it!!! Thanks guys!!!

       Tired. Feel so sad, because my friends quit form KC. Both of them are my good partner. One is Laos Sam, my twin. Another one is Christopher, my wife ( haha!!! we LIKE gay!! But we are not !!!) Miss them a lots. Without them in KC, our sushi bar not as fun as before. No people theach me Laos, no people sing and dance TVXQ with me. I miss you guys!!! Why you guys leave before I do? Now working at sushi bar make me feel tired and boring, not as fun as before. Without they two, we have to work much more harder.

 

       Why recently have so many things happened? I just want to live in peace. Fall break coming, I wanna rest. Give me sometimes, so that I can have a rest.

       Who says that after rain, must be a sunny day?

       

       原以为会比较轻松，怎么知道,那只是短暂的感觉.... 一个人的时候会想比较多吗？还是和一大班的时候，没时间想..... 后悔是怎样的感觉？可惜和后悔的区别又是什么？

 

       我可以可惜而不后悔吗？可惜..... 后悔..... 是前者较让人伤感，还是后者较让人铭记于心呢..... 回忆是什么？伤疤又是怎么回事？回忆时的伤感和伤疤的伤痛有什么分别？是回想过去时那阵阵刺痛比较痛, 还是割伤那段期间比较痛？

 

       伤疤真的不会不见吗？是需要时间？还是那合好的伤疤会一直与回忆在一起？是已经不会痛了，还是已习惯了那痛的感觉？

 

       伤痊愈的时候，再回想，那时候的痛，会是怎样的感觉？还痛吗？不痛了吗？到那时候，还会记得是怎么一回事吗？记忆还犹新吗？

 

       ........ 雨过，真的会是天晴吗？

1. Link to your tagger and post these rules on your blog.
2. Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog, some random, some weird.
3. Tag 7 people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as links to their blogs.
4. Let them know they are tagged by leaving a comment on their blog

1 ) Are you allowed to have a bf/gf?
sure

2 ) Describe urself in one word.
watever

3 ) Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
the one i love

4) Have you ever loved someone BEFORE but never had the courage to tell him/her?
yeap!!!

5 ) Does it feel good to love?
sometimes

6 ) What's the best thing to do with the one you love?
chat

7) What will you say to someone who doesn't want to believe you??
nothing to say

8 ) Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
no

9 ) Ever been jealous with other friends?
sure!!!!

10 ) What can you say about playboys/playgirls?
PK

[[ * PART 2 * ]]
1) Best place to cry?
some where got no ppl

2) Who do you love the most?
parents

3) Tell us ur dream last night?
din dream

4) Ever hated someone so bad?
sure!!!!

5) The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
i am the 1 used to hurt or lie ppl

6) you had beer with
friends

7) you went to the movies with?
friends

8) you hugged?
many things

9) you yelled at?

number of them (recentl chang!!!! haha)

10) Kissed someone?
yup!!!

11) Danced crazy?
no.. shy...

12) If you could do anything OR wish anything, wad would it be?
回到过去

13) If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
TAIWAN!!!!

14) Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
no!!!

15) Are you old fashioned?
i dun think so

16) What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
do not love them

17) What thing would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
a lots things

18) 5 Facts About Me:
1) SS (for sure my friends will agree with this)

2) 无聊 (for sure my friends will agree with this )
3) 爱美 (for sure my friends will agree with this)
4) 有一点神经质 (jus a bit)
5) 挑剔 (only on some kind of stuff)

19) 5 Things that You Wish to
1) settle down all my things
2) get a good result
3) go travel
4) go back m'sia
5) enjoy my life with friends

20) 7 "First Time" in My Life:
first time eat
first time speak
first time laugh
first time cry

first time read
first time watch movie

21) 7 Words I Always Use:
watever
deng!!!!

hi

去死

bei...

嘻嘻

呸

 

        Fell so happy because today got no test : ) . Recently many things happen, feel very 烦. My brain like not working ( I think you guys will say my brain never work)  can't think. Can't really concentrate on my study and work. One of my friend said I have changed a lots, she said i like not enough rest and also eat (mayb really not enough eat because others keep on saying I getting fatter) but I think I really not enough rest last few weeks, had to prepare for test, homework and work. Really tired. Too many things come through my mind but I can't make any decision.

 

        My NewYork trip on winter cancel, because one of my friend's parent said the trip is too expensive ( is really expensive) . So dissapointed, plan for so long and thought will have a nice trip and nice experience but everything gone. But nevermind, go next time!!! Even if I able to go NYC this winter, we can't travel to Niagara Fall, which is the 1 I really hope to visit. So, just save money and visit next time. Sad. My dream gone ( celebrate Christmas in NYC, WINDOW shopping at Times Square, New Year countdown at NYC, Niagara Fall and etc) .

 

        My life recently not as happy as I thought. Very tired!!!!!!! Too many thing happen!!!!! I hate you Tan Yik Sen!!!! Suddenly so hate myself. Stop thinking those stuff. Trying to think those happy thing. End of this month will have Hallowe'en!! What should I dress as??? Any good idea? The first Hallowe'en in my life!!! So excited!!! If I win the competition I will get 100bucks from my 波屎.

 

        Sigh. Those stuff come to my mind again. When can I setlle all those stuff down? Sorry everyone!!! I HATE YOU!!!!!

 

        By the way, today is my friend Eetiao "cow one" so wish her happy birthday here!!!

 

        End. Sigh.

 

         lately like so 烦... duno how to do ah...my cook last nite seriuosly failure... paiseh for every1 who join us, especially GaoYan...sorry.... but luckily the lunch just now still not bad wahahaha. later still have to go work... tired... come bec still have to study..... tired.... tmr work agn..... tired... ppl weekend i like more busy.... wat is tat... but.... because of money.... because of NY.... 顶硬上啦!!!!! who ask me so poor meh... but as long as happy then okay d la!!!! hehhe.... 

 

         8 months in US, i think my english do improve but jus a little bit... i wan to improve my english.... if not, when go bec M'sia sure make fun by frens.... gambateh!!!!! tired!!!!! need help!!!!!!!!!!!!!  

     最近又一点无聊，很想找一个地方发泄，然后想到写blog... 虽然之前有想过写，但都应为懒惰所以没写，一直到前几天，才决定要开始！！！
     

     suddenly feel like wanna write in english since the speed i write in chinese really slow.... but... my enlish damn broken... so... sorry if my grammer, tenses, vocab or anything else wrong.... feel free to correct me!!! but i wont post tat heheheh....coz paiseh.... so....

    i purposely wait until today only start my blog... I BEEN HERE FOR 8 MONTHS ALREADY!!!!!! 8 months in USA/wichita quite enjoy, quite happy but quite miss my parents n friends too.... my "大马路" gang.... MRSM gang.... UTM gang (especially CLC!!!!!!) missing those days hang out wif u guys....

 

    missing those days go trip wif my "大马路" gang...... having a study life in dorm wif MRSM gang.... dota-ing wif UTM gang (i should said is dota-ing wif CLC!!!!!!) and oso limteh wif all of u guys....

   

    the life here go no mamak... cant limteh.... no teh tarik... no teh c... haih.. teh c uncle... very miss ur teh c and half boiled egg....

 

    luckily i knew alots of crazy ppl here!!!! wahaha... so tat my life not tat bored.... still got ppl "废" wif me!!!! wahahaha.... i think those who noe me should noe tat i like to "废" , it will be a hard time for me, if i got no body to "废". that's y when i 1st come here feel so sad ... coz the drom i used to stay most of them is gui lou.... duno how to "废" wif them hahaha, coz my english really is 有限公司, sendirian berhad haha.... sosososoooooooo sad.... luckily get noe wif them.... at least got someone can "废" wif me... n there teach me alots... for example, chang teach me how to be 奸 ; tim teach me how to online shopping!!!!!! really need to thx tim... haih... spend a lots on online shopping... hahahaha

  

    anyway.... 8 months.... passing.... another 8 months coming... hope i still can survive here.... n HOPEFULLY can improve my english coz really terrible, horrible and unimagnable...... gambateh!!!!!!!